Kirael doAni

This life started in the town of Lafayette, Indiana (USA).

From the very start, the Angel was gifted with an unusually high degree of empathy. Even as an infant, before he was old enough to even begin to develop his own emotional system, he felt the emotions of everyone around him painfully strong. In a time where only one in a million children was born with this level of sensitivity, there wasn't anyone around to explain what was going on, or tell him that these were not his own feelings, or how to handle them.

Born to a poor, hard working father and a schizophrenic mother in the mid-west of the United States, along with three sisters, there wasn't much in the way of understanding, support or kindness. The Angel grew up in an atmosphere of anger, violence, homophobia, racism and strong religious and conservative ideals that did not value open-mindedness and education. It forced him to develop his sensitivity as a means of survival.

Someone of his soul-family had lived through the first few years of life with relative simplicity and ease, but as the body started to develop higher functions, one of the faces of the ancient being known as Kirael - the energy of the heart of the creator source - walked in and began to direct the course of this life.

Whereas before, he had been a boy mostly interested in playing with truck cars, from this moment on the Angel became intensely focussed on acquiring knowledge, studying people and taking an interest in the world. His energy system developed at a rate far faster than other humans: his heart was online by the time he was 5 years old, and by age 7 he was working on a third-mind level.

While the transition was not a conscious one at the time, and he never knew growing up what role he was going to play in the Shift, from this age on he began doing shamanic work, and started teaching and touching the lives of people all over the world in his dreams.

The family moved around a lot in the early years, between various locations in Michigan and Virginia, before settling back in Lafayette, Indiana in 1977. Family life became much more difficult, when his mother joined a particular branch of fundamentalist Christian, and started implementing a radical lifestyle. TV and movies were forbidden, and the kids were put in a Catholic school.

Always a physically small and frail child, the Angel came very close to death more often than any child his age should, and often through strange accidents that shouldn't have happened. Once, when he was very young and sick in bed, he suddenly wandered out into the middle of a huge snow storm in nothing but pyjamas. He had wandered hundreds of meters away from the house when his mom, woken up by a strange feeling, found him just in time. Another time, he fell and bumped his head, but an allergic reaction to a CAT scan nearly killed him.

His empathic abilities grew, and it was starting to become clear that he was very different from other children, which made it difficult to make friends. It made it easy, however, to help those in need. His first efforts at guiding and healing those around him started at this age. Around age 9, the pain of feeling increasingly the world's suffering became too much, and he decided to die. After some time in the hospital, he reconsidered, but began to shut out everything emotional.

In school, the Angel was brilliant, but withdrawn. He didn't have a lot of friends, wore mostly black and silver, and kept mostly to himself. He started feeling a larger calling, a strong sense that he was supposed to be something more, and being a kid in a Catholic school, he decided he should probably be a priest. Classmates called him Father Nicholas, but because of the intensity and seriousness with which he poured his heart and soul into anything that mattered to him, no one tried to bully him about it.

The craziness of his relatives, he found, was best handled by staying in his room with a lot of books. He would read anything he could get his hands on, piles of random books salvaged from garage sales, and memorise the contents. At the same time, he was learning about technology, taking apart household appliances and putting them back together, watching his father's trade, and experimenting with electrical wiring.

Despite being small and physically clumsy, he was a sturdy kid, and driven to try challenging things. He played school basketball at age 9, soccer at age 10-14, and american football at age 12-14. Although he was never any good, it helped him develop the physical aspects and learn team play.

At age 15, he started working at the local Dairy Queen. Within half a year, he was promoted to manager because of his skills and maturity, and was put in charge of people over twice his age. He continued to work here for another two years.

Around the same time, he was - rather unwillingly at first - introduced to punk music by his classmate Mass Giorgini, with whom he remained close friends for years. His father, the brilliant scientist Aldo Giorgini, became one of the most influential people in the Angel's life, and in many ways became a substitute father to him. He spent many hours at the Sonic Iquana studio, learning about music and sound editing.

The only other person ever to earn his respect was George Haley - brother of famous author Alex Haley - an English teacher he met in High School and a truly beautiful human being. George mentored him at theatre club as a technical director. It wasn't until college that the Angel learned his teacher was also the president of the local IATSE entertainment union, and much more involved in theatre than he previously realised. He worked with George for another five years in college.

In the last year of High School through the first of College, the Angel joined the U.S. Airforce R.O.T.C program - the only branch of the army that involves flying. He went through training, but quit the program in the second year, as he'd learned enough about the military to realise it was a very ugly institution that he wanted no part in.

The Angel started as a freshman in Engineering at Purdue University in 1986, while working in a drug store. At first he studied aeronautical engineering - because he wanted to design airplanes - but then switched to computers. Although the first year went smoothly and grades were great, personal circumstances made it impossible to function, and he had to drop out (see "Planting Trees"). A year later, he re-enrolled to finish his studies.

After coming back, he worked at the computer lab, checking sheets of code on paper for other students, providing technical support and training for faculty and staff, developing new database management technologies. He quickly got put in charge of the team. In addition, he worked backstage in the university theatre on sound and lighting. Most weeks, he worked for 60-80 hours on top of a full course load, sleeping in the back of a van for some of that time. As part of his course work, he did research in a chemical lab and designed and developed hardware and software for analogue to digital conversion and millisecond RT recording - something that was unavailable at the time. An additional focus in his studies was psychology and language.

Finally free from the restrictions of his relatives, who considered Martial Arts (and many other things) as being "of the devil", the Angel started practising karate, kenpo, tae kwon do, judo, jiu jitsu, aikido, shaolin kung fu, chin na and a few others. He was involved in running, rock climbing, gymnastics and racket ball, and taught fencing for a while. He spent a year in college as a weight lifter and put on a lot of muscle in that time. At the same time, he continued working in theatre, developed his hacker skills, and started to grow and develop his intuitive abilities.

In December 1991, he received his B.Sc. in Computer and Electrical Engineering.

A little over a year into starting at Purdue University as a freshman in Engineering, life started to become very difficult.

His mother, more religious and unstable than ever, had gotten it into her head that he was possessed. She threw him out and told the whole family that he was on drugs and had gotten violent with her. His father wouldn't even hear his side of the story.

Around the same time, a decade of repressed emotions started to resurface. He started to go crazy. Entire weeks in this period are a blur, and grades started to fail rapidly. According to his roommate in college, he spent almost every night screaming in his sleep.

He dropped out of college, and moved to Bloomington for almost a year, planting trees, drinking beer, and spending long nights on rooftops trying to find his way back to sanity. Eventually, he started to feel like he should learn more, and went back to Purdue to resume college.

After finishing his B.sc. he spent a summer in Costa Rica, to learn to speak Spanish after taking courses in college for years. Here, aside from exploring the jungle and local culture, he worked on the development of a database in Spanish for human subjects matching.

Grad school was a time for healing from his childhood. Here is where he first started to come into his power. He had his first sexual experience and relationship here, and developed close friendships with some truly beautiful people. His roommate for years was the lead singer of The Chosen Few. Their conversations together often inspired and channeled creative energy. You can feel the Kirael energy in songs like Chasing the Sun, So easy to do, Galleon's lap, and Open your arms.

After a small accident in the lab, he was taken to the E.R. just to be sure. The doctor gave him a painkiller, to which he had a rare allergic reaction that made the pain worse, instead of less. The doctor gave him 3 more doses of the same painkiller before they realised what was going on. As a result of the drug, the Angel's entire immune system shut down, and he had to spend a week in an isolation tent in the hospital - he barely survived. When he was released, his system was very weak, and entire chunks of his memory were gone. He had to quit martial arts, and rebuild his memory.

During grad school, his focus was on mathematical psychology. He taught statistics, was a research assistant in various cognitive psychology projects, did human-subjects research in cognitive psychology and language, and helped to improve the university network. He was only a year away from his PhD in this field, when an inner voice called him to quit. He did.

Grad school resulted in a M.A. Cognitive Science and Psycholinguistics.

Meticulous research brought the Angel to the Silicon Valley, California, where he first spent half a year living in San Fransisco. Near the end of 1995, he moved to Mountain View, CA, and started working in the computer field. This was at the time when the internet was just beginning to be something more than a way of communicating between universities, and he was at the core of it, always working on cutting edge projects and helping to develop and implement networking technology that is still being used today.

At his first job, they didn't let him do the work he signed up for, so within 3 months he moved to another company and a much better pay check. He worked here for less than a year before moving to a new job at Qualix. Here, they had him working on things that he didn't want to work on, so he ignored his bosses and worked on firewalls instead. Although the company initially didn't like it, within 6 months he was their best in firewalls, and within a year he was one of the best people in the U.S. in firewalls. He was on the phone daily with the developers of the firewall program in Israel, and was speaking at NetSec and Sans security conferences from '95 to '99.

He spent about 3 years working from the Silicon Valley, living in various places there such as Palo Alto, Redwood Shores. While there, he spent several days a week in clubs up in San Francisco, learning to dance and making a lot of interesting friends. In those days he rode a motorcycle because he didn't like cars - motorcycles are so much closer to flying.

At one of the conferences, the Angel met Gene from the Stanford Research Institute, who quickly offered him a job. The Angel worked for their consulting wing, whose motto was, "We'll help you with any project that has been done three times or less." He consulted on cutting edge projects for 40 of the top 100 U.S. companies as a developer, teacher, project leader, and much more. Due to his empathy, he could feel exactly what a client wanted, and he had developed the communication skills to translate easily between managers and tech staff. In consulting, he combined high-level / big-picture perspective with extensive hands-on technical experience.

In the summer of '97, the Angel and his colleague John Vajda were invited to come live in the World Trade Center hotel in New York for a few months. When in New York, he visited an old High School classmate who had been fascinated by bdsm for years, but was too shy to try it. Since he had a lot of money at the time, he took her to a bdsm shop, bought $300 leather pants, and took her to the Hellfire club. Here he was approached by Velma J. Bowen, who said, "I don't know what it is about you, but I'm terrified if I let you walk out this door, I'll never see you again, and I'd really like to get to know you."

This set the tone of his three month stay in New York. He spent a lot of time with the Eulenspiegel Society, and learned much about fetishes, pain, and sexual healing from this amazing group of people. In a short time, he became well recognised as a dom within the society, to the extent where an author writing a book on dom/sub relationships said the Angel was the only truly dominant male he'd ever encountered. His empathy, experience and a decade of studying people allowed him to perform at clubs with a beauty and grace that drew crowds.

While in New Orleans to attend an Ann Rice ball for Halloween, he had one of the most dangerous experiences of his life. New Orleans is - or was - a place where the dark arts are still very much in practise, and where it is powerful. At the time, the Angel didn't have the experience with it that he has now, and when a woman with bird skulls around her neck approached him in a bar where he was with a friend, he didn't immediately catch on that something was wrong. She saw him from across the room, recognised him as someone of immense power, and rushed over.

She slipped something in his drink that made him very pliable, took him out of the bar, and dragged him through New Orleans, showing him some of the darkest places. The drug was slowly stripping away all his defences, making him vulnerable to the energies around him and to the influence of the hedge witch. She was muttering spells under her breath, and eventually dragged him to the side of the river, encouraging him to jump in. She was trying to perform a ritual that would give her all his power, but it involved him killing himself voluntarily. Somewhere, despite being drugged out of his mind, he found the strength to refuse, and found shelter with an ancient river being at the Mississippi river. Slowly his awareness was starting to come back, and the hedge witch, knowing she failed, fled. The Angel made it back to his friend, who recognised what happened and did everything she could to save his life.

The only way he made it through the night was thanks to his friend, her extensive knowledge growing up with the dark arts, and a chance encounter with a stranger who gave her, out of nowhere, some very powerful crystals he had been personally charging for 2 weeks, on a strong feeling he had to give them to someone. He barely made it through that first night - some shamans later said that he did in fact die - and his friend said if he would still be in New Orleans by nightfall, she wouldn't be able to get him through. So at sunrise, she put him on the first plane out of New Orleans.

When he came to, all his intuitive gifts were gone, he was suddenly functioning as a mundane.

Near the end of '97, the SRI sent him over to work in London, because there was no one available in Europe with his level of knowledge and expertise. In his time in London, he did much the same work as for the SRI in the Silicon Valley. He consulted for 20 of the top 100 companies in Europe and taught local SRI staff about network security. He spoke at a conference in Portugal, did a project for the Bank of Italy, did a computer security project in Norway and more.

While in London, he did a lot of drugs - anything that didn't require a needle: xtc, ketamine, speed, cocaine ... He was making a lot of money at the time, was brilliant at his job, and could easily afford it. With his gifts burned out for half a year due to the hedge witch, everything that he had value in his life, that made the world feel real and intense, was lost with no sign of improvement. It's similar to you losing your eyesight and hearing in the same day. It was an intensely difficult time.

Slowly, his gifts started to return, but not the same as before. In addition to the huge sensitivity and empathy he's always had, he started to develop the gift for prophecy, and began to do small shapings.

The Angel had been working in computers and network security very successfully for years when in Oct. '98, a voice came to him and said, "Alright, you're going to be really good at this, but you're going to lose all your meta gifts. Or you can walk away from the computer field." His intuitive gifts and the meta- had always been more real and more meaningful to him than the mundane, and he was very excited about his returning gifts... So the next day, he put in his notice and walked away from a very well paying career with a bright future.

On that same day, he got a mysterious phone call, from what was likely a government branch. They told him repeatedly that they wanted him to come work for them, and would pay him anything he wanted. Anything at all. But once the Angel makes a decision, it stands. So he refused, gave away most of his belongings, did one last conference, and spent 6 months in New Orleans to sort out everything that had happened there the previous year.

After that, he left to travel around Europe, trying to find back the missing pieces of himself and searching for his power.

He travelled in Paris and learned how to draw there, then moved down to Portugal, through Italy, to Greece. He stayed with locals and in cheap hotels, and met some amazing people. For a summer he worked at a youth hostel in Italy, and by the time he left, the owner showed him a guest book full of notes saying that year had been the best experience they ever had at the hostel. Every place he stayed, he left a personal item behind, intentionally reducing the amount of things he carried around.

In Greece, he was starting to run out of travelling money. However, his contact back in the States, who had been left in charge of his finances while he was in Europe, informed him that all his money was gone, and would not explain where it had gone. Not able to afford a ticket back home, or a hotel, he worked seasonal jobs for a while for food and a roof. When that ended, he slept on park benches, nothing more than a small backpack and a sheet of plastic to sleep under.

He was about to give up his search when a homeless looking man from Africa, eating pomegranate seeds, insisted on telling him in French that he was on a quest, and that he wanted to give up but he couldn't, it was too important. The man told him of a series of locations he had to visit, and could repeat the whole list several times despite being extremely stoned. He called it, l'itineraire mystique. The Angel considered it, and, being out of options, decided to go on this quest.

At the personal request of the Archbishop of Sinai, who he met only days after deciding to follow the Itineraire mystique, the Angel was flown from Greece, to the monastery of Saint Catherine at the bottom of Mount Sinai in Egypt, where he lived as a monk for several months. He attended mass, learned to read in orthodox Greek and worked closely with one of the monastery's priests, Father Justin.

Although he loved his time here and would have stayed to become a priest, after three months his calling told him it was time to move on.

His return to the States was difficult, as he left the monastery with little to no funds. His attempts to continue l'itineraire mystique, after staying in Israel and Jordan for a while, failed at the Syrian border, where a military commander threatened to throw him in prison just for being a tourist. He walked back through an area full of landmines and barbed wires.

A strange mystical experience guided him back to London, where a friend from his time with the SRI spent several months getting him back to a healthy weight. Some further co-incidences eventually brought him back to New York, and from there on to Florida to reconnect with the relatives. From there, he went to Brazil to visit Joao de Deus, and later Ron Roth.

He was exploring different aspects of the intuitive arts, and trying to find answers to a deep sense of purpose that kept calling him. Around here was the time when he was first beginning to sense the huge transition that was approaching our world, and the return of energy and a time of prophecy. Feeling it clearly, he began to call it The Shift, or The Great Shift for people who like big words.

For a year or so, he found work again in California in computers while finishing up his studies.

Back in the States, the Angel worked to gain his doctorate in theology and holistic studies. He wrote his thesis on the inevitable death of Christianity.

For a while already, he had felt he should go to Hawaii, and in January 2002, it finally scanned to go.

He lived on the beautiful monastery island of Kauai for two years, working outdoors as a painter of houses, attending spiritual conferences and helping the people who came to find him.

After his return from Hawaii, while staying with a friend, he began having flashbacks and nightmares. He was showing all the signs of suppressed trauma, but there wasn't any such trauma in his past. Months of painful intuitive searching finally led him to remember a series of memories from a very long time ago, when a race called the Anu first came to this world. The resulting story can be found on the New Golden Age website. When showing the story to a friend later on, he found that there are many others remembering similar stories.

After a lifetime of random strangers walking up to him to tell him that he had something incredibly important to do, that they saw massive wings when looking at him, and that he had to keep going because he was too important to this world, this was one of the first times he started to realise for himself that he is something more than human, and that his personal history has been interwoven with that of the world for many thousands of years.

After Hawaii, the Angel lived in Wisconsin for two years, managing a local coffee shop.

Towards the end of his stay there, just as he handed in his notice, two men in fancy business suits and with Washington accents came in to talk to him, and told him they were NSA, and if he wouldn't come to work for them. He wouldn't, even when they offered him a lot of money. He explained that he felt the NSA wasn't such a nice organisation, with all the spying on people and such, and that he didn't feel right being a part of that. They were unhappy with this answer and eventually left.

Next, he moved to Arizona, where he stayed for another two years. After the meeting with the men in suits ... it became impossible for him to find any work. His skillset in computers alone had always been enough to get him a job very quickly, but suddenly, no place would hire him. He would go in to a company, they would be very enthusiastic about his skills and ask him if he could start right away ... only to call back within a few hours to say that sorry, no, they couldn't hire him, bye. Never a reason. This didn't change when he moved to South Carolina, where he stayed another two years.

In this time, his mastery of the intuitive arts grew. For the last decade, wherever he lived, soon enough people would hear about what he could do, and come ask him questions about life. Any time he saw down in public since the '90s, someone would sit down and tell him all their secrets, their life story, their most painful memories. He met with spiritual teachers, every single one of which told him he was already a master, he was the one who should be teaching them. Every time someone found him in their dreams, he was teaching them. He continued the shamanic work he had been doing since childhood, and met shamans on his path of several different traditions who gave him further training.

While in Charleston, S.C., the Angel volunteered as a fireman. Over a year of training, he obtained all the necessary training and certificates. He crawled through burning houses, helped people in car crashes, and worked as an emergency medical technician (EMT) firefighter.

The intention was to work in this capacity as a full time job, but although he went through the application and interviewing process smoothly, at the very last step he was suddenly told, "Nope, can't hire you."

Near the end of 2009, the Angel moved to the Netherlands to train one of his recent students and to pass on his teachings in the Meta-Intuitive Arts. It had always been a dream of his to start a school where others could learn the things he spent a lifetime struggling with, in a way that was easy, light and fun, but it had been made clear he was not the person to do it.

He's described the Netherlands as the underworld, a place where under a thick polite surface layer, there are strong energies of racism, hatred and shadow. In some ways, it is one of the ugliest places in the world, and so the place from where the great work would be most effective.

While working with the students, he began to shape more seriously, creating energy constructs in everyday objects to make people's lives easier, to help them ground, to increase their sensitivity and so on. While experimental at first, the magik tools he made quickly became solid enough to hold and copy, and he started to shape on larger scales. At the same time, the Angel did deep intuitive work to map the underlying fundamentals of this world.

This major time in the history of our world had been foretold by many cultures and mythologies.

While most people thought the end of the Mayan Calendar was in 2012, the actual Shift happened in October 2010. By the time people were starting to get worked up about it, the event itself was already long passed. This was done intentionally, to prevent chaos and suffering in people fighting the change.

The Angel was instrumental in bringing about the Shift, and unlocking an ancient, very powerful upwelling of energy close to our planet that will affect life on Earth and in this region of the galaxy for a very long time to come. Bringing about this Shift required working in a 9-dimensional space and channelling huge amounts of energy through a physical body into our worlds. It nearly killed him, and he had to completely rework his energy system to survive.

The Shift opened a window where time was very condensed, from which a lot of changes could be made to the system. In the five years following the Shift, the Angel worked almost ceaselessly to re-work the underlying energies in this world and the ones linked to it.

He found that this world is as ugly as it has been because of a tear in the fabric of reality, in the pattern that this universe is based on, and through it many things got corrupted. One of the first steps in his great work was to begin to heal this tear in the pattern. The details of many of the workings can be found onSoundcloud.

In mid October 2015, time as we knew it ended, and everything that existed before, was in a split second re-made. This closed the window of transition that had been open since October 2010, and officially ended the period of intense large scale workings to set these worlds on a path towards light and harmony.

Since that date, the Angel has been working to make smaller scale changes, aimed more towards the surface and the expressions of light and shadow in the world, and has been actively encouraging a transition to functioning from the heart in everybody currently alive.